Lifeline

I am being tested as we speak. Sometimes I feel my life is falling apart, even though I know this truth that keeps me going.
God is good, amidst difficult circumstances. I am NOT going to lose sight of my dreams. I will hold tight to them, while persevering through this.
God has also blessed me with a car, and a job. Both this past week. So now I can begin saving for San Francisco in January (if I get accepted). Ukraine is no longer happening this summer, which I am ok with. God's plan is perfect, and I know I will end up there someday.

A word of advice: It is ALWAYS a good thing to be transparent. Honest with yourself, God, and others. There is no freer a feeling.


This is what I listen to while I worship Jesus, in this moment.

With an urgent, careful stare,
I see panic in those eyes.
If I see you lying there,
Hoping this was the last time

If you hear a distant sound,
And some footsteps by your side.
When the world comes crashing down.
I will find you if you hide.

If you wish it, wish it now.
If you wish it, wish it loud.

We all make mistakes.
Here's your Lifeline.
If you want it, I want to.

There’s a field near the dream.
I watched it grow with whitest light.
I watched us all reach out and lean.
For the strength to touch the sky.

If you hear a distant sound.
And some footsteps by your side.
If you feel like coming round.
I will take you for a ride.

If you wish it, wish it now.
If you wish it, wish it loud.

We all make mistakes.
Here's your Lifeline.
If you want it, I want to.

"Lifeline" -Angels & Airwaves